mmclv

Absence is harder to accept than death.

                                    —Etel Adnan

desire to do something different

vs.

desire to stay in comfort zone

who am i besides this

very comfortable

grey plaid shirt

that i am wearing now?

i cannot trace it back.

doing this sometimes feels

dangerous

but is it?

i am denied balance

or the deepness.

sit.  an eagerness.

over-filled.  until

the thoughts in

my head start

to evaporate

one by one.