Thursday, September 15, 2005

xxxviii

I woke up at 4am having to wake myself up

I don’t like it always to be a success

because I perpetually do this to myself

so chances are he’s there and is just not answering the door

are there butterflies in the moonlight

we don’t know the answer to that question

would you recommend blasting this bad mood

so I grill a cheese sandwich in my very own kitchen

but I’m also worried because when I called him

we made a date for No Name Sushi

he has call waiting

what a dingbat I can be

whatever sleep is

maybe he’s in there maybe he’s not