Tuesday, August 25, 2020

mmmix

The Hill With No Fire

The hill of blooms
is a disaster, having
so recently lost its
battle with the hill
of dreams, and this
just on the heels of
enduring the scourge
of the desiccated riv-
ulets (the arcane sky
rolls its big orange
eyes, squeezing out
the slightest bit of
steam).  The rest
of us, all of God’s
creatures, no 
longer able to
slink onto the
set stealthily
enough to go 
relatively un-
noticed by a 
dwindling future
of gawking, needling
fans (and what an audience!) 
the prop mavens, having already
scoured our obscure, imploding
planet readying for this weeks
episode of How to Grow Hungry
and Die w/o Ever Taking a Breath,
each lie grasping for a state of semi-
consciousness just under the crust
of the knoll at the bottom of the
other side of this once wondrous
plateau, in a room called the
Cavern of Blue Dreams 

Saturday, August 08, 2020

mmmviii

Meanwhile massive trees have whispered thumbs...
                                               —Kevin Killian

We all want to
get out.  Some
of us, on a 
mountain,
want to go
higher.

Friday, August 07, 2020

mmmvii

a conversation

i just don’t
understand
how i can
explain
things
so well
these
days.

     i agree.
     you’re
     right.
     what a
     true nerd.

you have
to admit
that it’s
a pretty
airtight
argument.

     great.
     wonderful.
     btw, i really
     need some
     sleep.

i’m just so
unused to 
being able
to so elo-
quently and
succinctly
do that!

     no need to
     be sorry.

what is
happening
to me lately?

     perhaps
     you’ve de-
     ciphered
     rocket
     science.

it just makes
me so angry
that i could
not do this
years ago!

     you always
     resort to 
     demeaning
     the brains,
     somehow.

so what you’re
saying is that
i am right.

     . . .

right?

     sorry, but
     that was
     very funny.

...

     good
     night.

goodnight.

Thursday, August 06, 2020

mmmvi

i keep thinking 
of what i was 
going to name
this.  i suppose
it was too good
to remember.  i
keep wanting to
rhyme remember
with ember, but
now it’s a bla-
zing flame.  i
worked tooth
and nail on
all my to do’s
only to see
the whole 
thing go up
in smoke.  my
work, the list,
my tooth, my
nail and what-
ever it was 
that i was 
going to 
name
this.

Wednesday, August 05, 2020

mmmv

not the best one

it is a routine,
this sinking
toward sleep,
shuffling to-
ward the door-
way to dream-
land.....
drifting...

...drift-
ing...

it has
been
the 
most
diffi-
cult
day
ever en-
countered.

and then
that des-
parate
scream
again.
there
are 
words.
you 
grab hold
and are

jerked
out of
the 
drift
and into
the light
(you’ve 
left the 
light 
on); 
the

screams?
then.  it 
comes to 
you.  fol-
lowed by a
second jolt
(only moments
ago you were
at the doorway
to dreams), the
voice,
the voice...
is mine?

and there
were words.
the words.
the only 
ones re-
called, but
swiftly, were
chilli relleƱo.

yes,
today
was 
like
that.

Tuesday, August 04, 2020

mmmiv

telegraph from
the rock and
the hard place

this 
just
in,
stop.

(no,
really,
please
stop.)

call
off
the
dogs,

get
rid
of the
goons,

dis-
patch
the 
guard,

and 
send
in the
clowns.

Monday, August 03, 2020

mmmiii

making cents

he’s an oddball
but no baddie,
really.  he makes
his lists to do and

never orders
anything to go.
the seafarers
know him for

looking at
blue whales
a bit askance
and for em-

barrassingly
long periods
of time.  i
saw him

myself only
once.  he was
reading an
atlas that 

never even
shrugged.
all of this
comes to be.

and the itchy
desire to make
it more and more
absurd as i go along

captures me and
turns me into the 
boy who cried 
wolf!  i try to 

slap on an
adroit con-
clusion as
if it were

the taut
and ripe
behind
of a

dearest
comrade,
but then
i realize

this cannot
be right. it
just wouldn’t
make sense to

make sense
at all.  so i
aim for
anarchy,

my worst
nightmare.
i grow more
and more com-

fortable with this
madness and the
dark shadows 
wrap them-

selves back,
and inward, 
curling at
and into my

skin, which
remains in-
tact, gives
no proof
of evil’s

appear-
ance, be-
cause evil
simply

doesn’t
exist.  
which,
in the 

end,
makes
perfect
sense.

Sunday, August 02, 2020

mmmii

a map of the world

this mesh black
business chair
is friendship.
the t-shirt i
have halfway
pulled up is
soul.  the
breakfast
i had yes-
terday (but
not this morn-
ing) is love.  
the mustard-
colored plush
(and i mean 
amazingly
soft!) sham
that fits
over my
entire bro-
ken bed
is my
country,
or my 
travels
from 
country
to country
in an effort
to understand
and be comfort-
ed by diversity
and the oddities,
the disparities
that exist from
culture to culture.
the orange juice,
dr. pepper and 
gallon of milk
that i fell asleep
and woke up 
(just now) next
to is my family.
the keys to 
where i live,
which i finally
found, are the
many paradoxes
of home.  that
half-eaten bag
of potato chips
is my body and
the chips inside
are who i am
in relation to
the spiritual
and whether
spirit exists.
there are cans
of vegetables
and soup, 
which are the
many people 
in my life.
a broken
peanut 
butter
cookie
next to
the sink
is hope
and the
two slices
of bread
left in
the blue-
checkered
wrapper 
over there
are optimism.
i type this
on a laptop
(values) which
sits on a pillow
(heat) atop my 
crossed legs
(lineage).


Saturday, August 01, 2020

mmmi

The King of Heartbreak City

Mister Burg 
Clerk.  Missus

Because She
Simply Cannot

Read.  Mister
Approximately

Association, and
his colleague,

the hardhearted
and mysterious

Mr. Every After-
noon.  Professor

Colleague, who
often learns to

live (approx-
imately here).  

Missus Dis-
associate, at

tea, with Mr.
Every After-

noon, most
evenings. At

just about 
half past 1700,

shortly be-
fore eating,

Mister High
Above the

Pacific thinks
about eating.

He thinks of
each and every

restaurant in
Heartbreak

City, a cozy
flat, lush

jut of land
that spreads

in every
direction

from Mister
Annexed and

Mister Inc-
orporateds

architecturally
au curaunt

castle,
which 

sits high
above the 

Pacific 
Ocean at 

cliff’s edge
(with ocean

view) of this
lush, flat

jut of 
heartbroken

but gorgeous
land. Mister

Actuality
is not even

a citizen
of the 

annexed
and inc-

orporated
city of

discombob-
ulated heart-

break.  Bob
the Inter-

national
Treatys

back itches.
It drives him

bonkers.  The
host, Mister

Sommelier,
turns to Mister

Downturned
and Missus

Long Faces.
Mister Lobster,

who was married
by The Reverend

Year of Our Lord,
in the Year of Our

Lord Nineteen
Hundred and

Sixty-seven,
sits at the 

cliff’s edge
alongside Mr.

Smug and Mrs.
Corner of

Mouth.  It is
not even a city.

Too teeny-tiny.
But it is lush

and it is 
beautiful

and it is theirs.
At the celebration,

the anniversary
of the annexation,

Mister and Missus
Swift and Bloodless

graciously
thank the 

hired help.
Doctor Iconic

shuffles home,
which is directly 

across the street
from the stadium.

From high atop
the lighthouse

here in lovely
Heartbreak City,

the tenders of 
bar, Ambassador

Unbeknownst
and Mayor

Disc Jockey,
are arrested.

arrested development