(searching for life in a distant galaxy)
what good is talking if you don’t
want to talk. be more forthright.
with yourself. be specific about
how alone you yearn to be. i
can’t even write that without
a pang. come on. objectively:
who wants to be alone? oh.
right. okay. duh. sorry.
which is better, losing faith
in humanity, or believing
nobody will ever get you?
get what? somebody.
at least before you start
making noises about the
importance of engage-
ment, it might be smart
to start small. earn a
few words. build a
little box to put
them all in. take
a few baby steps
before you decide
whether walking is
even the way you
want to go. are you
there? if so, hit me back.
