del is short for delinquent. “this happens to
everyone,” he says, sweetly. or did he say it’s
“pretty normal” – yeah, I think he said both. but i should take some
responsibility for my behavior. huh? i mean, if the malady hits
everyone, doesn’t it then become how each individual then handles it?
sure. but what am i saying here? i think i’m just
saying.
isn’t that the point of a diary? a journal? a blog? isn’t it
onanistic? then, out of nowhere comes an answer:
“nonsense!”
