If When I Use These
Words in Such a Way
I think I am the most me
then when I am actually most
being myself in that way that
there is no such thing as full
transparency? I believe I am.
I wonder all the time who that
is. I try to stake my claim (my
values?) and even at times force
myself into shape within that maze
of stakes. Or play it like a pinball
machine hoping for the ball to go
this way. No, that. This is one of the
many ways in which I construct that
which in the end will be called myself.
