More Colours (xix)
personally,
i’d rather
not talk about all of the
stress, all of the
anxiety that is swirling around within me right
now. it’s enough to make me
dizzy (and i’m already a ditz) and i really
need the
energy and focus to get a lot of things done. and all of it
enthusiastically. so what am i
doing? mostly just
lying here with my
eyes closed on the verge of
sleeping. because i’ve less anxiety when i’m asleep.