mmmmdclxii (2)

RB

I’m not the most astute, most
logical critical thinker. I’m keen
on saying that logic rules my

life, and I believe that true; 

but I spend a lot of my life 

on the less reasonable side 

of the fence. Most happily. But
it now occurs to me that I’ve
been wrong about something

I have taken for granted, taken
as truth, and I suppose I have 

my reasons for being so, for 

most of my life. Apologies for 

the obscurity of this thought, but

it’s a bit relevant to me. Which,

I’m now thinking mainly is,
more than anything else,
indicative of my age, it’s

probably something that
in even admitting would
surely diminish my

relevance, tiny as it
has no doubt always

already been. Hm...

Now that I am think

ing further about it, 

it seems sensible to

me that I not even
tell you what this
new and still

seemingly absurd
or upside down
revelation is. It

turns out that
I’m not that fond
of feeling tiny,

so my left-brained
sensibility veers
sharply to the

right until a
crash and burn
wipes the slate clean

and I lose track,
forget the path
that got me here

and whatever
the catalyst that
got me going.