Wednesday, April 23, 2025

mmmmdclxxxi

(our secret state)

Could this be the destruction that I

have always said I wanted?  The

tearing up of my life as if it were

a sheet of paper, tossing those

pieces into the breeze that kicks

up just as this tattered life is strewn.

In terms of death, of reincarnation,

I could find a scientist who’d somehow

be able to calculate the improbability

that any shred from the sheet of

parchment that was once me

could ever find again even one

of the other torn pieces (that

again, cumulatively was once 

me). Anyway, death comes

to us all, supposedly.  

So. Is it too late to say to you, 

to plead with you, to humbly 

beg of you this: 

Please, kindly, might you

avoid ripping me into shreds?

chaos ewash