Sunday, August 31, 2025

mmmmdcccxi

He tries to start over

in the abstract.  In the third
person.  Breaking the fourth
wall.  Lately he prefers being
direct. Transparent.  Straight

forward.  This asshole who’s
never quite been gotten.  He
thinks he remembers abstract
is to poetry as straightforward

is to fiction
.  But he knows that’s
bullshit.  He knows where he is.
Oh, but now, things are looking
bleak.  He’s incredibly depressed.

Because to know where he is
placed on a map.  He goes about
the rest of the depressing day 
placing everyone else on the same

map, in relation to him, to his place
on this extra large piece of paper
stretched out beneath where he sits,
now with tiny pins of different colors

pricked through it into the floor of his
living room.  He knows it’s important 
to know where he’s from, where he is,
and where he’s going next.  But he often

goes about his days trying to erase
these facts.  Well, his memory isn’t
great, but he can’t erase this place. 
It’s where he regularly sits. Yes, he

understands the importance of such
reflection, but the biggest mystery
for him seems to be when to keep
cooking up his dislocation and when

best to get out the compass.  He longs
for freedom, the latitude to dispense
with his whereabouts at his discretion.

getting out of here