Wrangling with myself over feelings.
So I like him a lot and really love
the sex his face holding his hands.
Downing a hatchet would be like
eating an ax. He doesn’t want to be
figured out. Blue haze a face could
do better than forget. I should.
Get up at 5am tomorrow morning my
favorite time to walk the city especially a
Sunday. The approach is honesty like
dancing with Church & Market
for a frozen cosmo (our usual place).
Go home fall alseep and stay the night.
Dream in Polish (not Russian). I’ve
been walking to & from work/home
every weekday now several years.
Have been listening to the music
of the city in every state. Dank
late May fog morning or
Mondays in January the rain
washes the weekend off
the back-alley eaves of
Chinatown.
