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Chapter 5: Bear With Me, I Will Get Through This Mess Somehow

Weeks pass.  Years, even.  The combination of anti-depressants and depressants, 

while initially titillating, almost always leads me to an interminably rough sleep, 

followed by a solid hangover replete with a nauseous giddiness.  If I can eliminate 

the guilt and dissuade the indifference from completely taking over my soul, it is on 

these days that I am most contemplative. And at my most creative.