Wednesday, April 30, 2025

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The Dots That People Our Lives

      Sheesh....
      I’m outta here.

                          —John Ashbery

I try to be upbeat, think about others.
This can help. I know a lot of things
that sometimes can bring me up out
of a lull or pop my isolation bubble.

Or I used to. The isolation bubble
remains intact most of the time
these days. But a dull lull I can
worm my way out of in a number

of ways (that often work well to
do just that; are tried and true).
But it requires focus and discipline,
two things I used to have a lot more

of, could sustain in ways that feel
foreign or almost impossible now.

bored bored