Saturday, August 16, 2025

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speckles

     They’re terribly, terribly, terribly moody
                      —Björk (from Human Behaviour)

the freckles flecking the skin over
the tops of my cheekbones. am i
nine? so fresh-faced.

can’t remember the word that was
on my mind (did i speak it some
where between the dream it
came from to) as i was waking.

wake up, america! quack, quack!
it wasn’t a spoof it was an homage.

besides, i’m only ever catty when
i’m in a great mood. and i’m not
in a great mood very often.

“i was crying?” “he was crying.”
                                   “shut up!”

nostalgia kicks in as the burden
of youth is lifted. actuality goes
unremembered. instead there are
a few tableaux, the faint recollection
of emotions twisted (tainted) by time.

a harp’s melodic somersault over
life’s peaks and valleys. the
tragedy of a last hurrah, how it
sticks with us, suspensefully.

impossible to placate,
day in, day out, something
always stirring at our depths,
unshook.

the defenders of good times