Sunday, September 21, 2025

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Stuff I Can’t Say

     Who did the crisis there?
              —John Ashbery

There are many things
I shouldn’t say, but do
anyway.

That’s all well and good.
We can plea embarrass
ment.

I forget a lot of things I
was going to say.  Some
times

some time after.  Other
times mid-sentence.  But
when I

catch myself at the top
saying something and
quick

as a flash I shut it up,
because I just can’t,
knowing

full well what I’d begun,
or what had erupted
nearly

forth during my mean
derings—well, maybe
the timing

was off, but it’s these
things, what gets stop
pered,

that I should soon as a
pinch get focused on so
that

whatever it was that I
couldn’t say then gets
clearly said.

unstoppered