Thursday, September 18, 2014


To be is to have been and intending to be.           
                                            —Etel Adnan

u’ve been in here
4ever, haven’t u,
Olive?   Zero?  O?

since the day
the jacks jumped
out of their boxes

thru anydays
when i wd
accident, tell u

what’s in the
bOX (u weren’t
supposed to no).

yes those kinds
of everydays.
esp. the 1’s where

we’re dressed
to the 9’s.  like
u always r.

and why shouldn’t
u b, my Olive,
my Zero?  drawing

ever nearer, of
course; ever clearer
...?  but where,

dear Zero? not
nowhere.  but
where o where

o where o where?
...why surely there.
so closest to here.

as among us as
Italy’s perfectest
pigeons, our

dappled most
dapperest hero, our
dearest-dearest Zero.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014


I have a sincere desire to change
                              —Stephanie Young

Three-wheeled baby.
Man, this is gonna
burn.  Man, this is
gonna be good.  The

heater kicks in.  The
heater kicks out. 
200 mints and the
world keeps starving;
keeps on keepin’ on.

Tick to the tock. 
Tooth to the shark.

there’s a miniature boot on a keychain
pointed at my head.
Just keep walking.
                                  —Stephanie Young

Tuesday, September 16, 2014


what was he
    a hyena hitherto?

but for the sound
of the will o’ the wisp
blowin’ against a
dead mad wind,

and our footsteps
tramplin’ the
midnight leaves
of the deepdark forest

   ...ah, there he was,
an elfin heaven!

Saturday, September 13, 2014


As far as I can tell,
the only book I
ever stole was
from the Boston
Public Library
(stamped due
May 04 1998).
It was Your
Native Land,
Your Life by
Adrienne Rich.

Friday, September 12, 2014


ing up.


Thursday, September 11, 2014


California woman dies with kitten in lap

17 locals who should be in wax museum

Wednesday, September 10, 2014


give me
1 moment
in time &
i’ll give u
a couple

Monday, September 08, 2014


20th century
pop chart


shaggy of

so long
casey kasem

Sunday, September 07, 2014



this stretch
just breath
and sigh
how long
no longer
just while
or whiling.

Saturday, September 06, 2014


this stretch is
just breathing
and sighing.  i
keep wonder
ing how long
before the
next big

this stretch
just breath
and sigh
how long
before the
next big


Friday, September 05, 2014


my lap
top wd
not boot
up this
setting up
review mtgs
having just
arrived from
gym.  ordered...
does this say
here ordered
courtesy? i
read boring
this last few
years but
is it just me
or is my
back to my
laptop is
top of my
to do
i have
a dot

Wednesday, September 03, 2014


“Sorry, I’m word this morning.”

Word from Everyman.  Word.

Tuesday, September 02, 2014


sad songs.
loud and sad.
to wake u up.
not just on
Monday.  not
only on the
this is called
why in the
hell do u
crank out
an over
round of
sad super
sad sad

Monday, September 01, 2014


Friday morning,
my blue iFood
(thanks, Otto)
sits steaming
next to a red
notebook re

Sunday, August 31, 2014


40 minutes on treadmill

1.5 mile run at 6.5 mph

uphill to the 35 minute mark

make Hamburger Helper
(1st time in 35 yrs?)

exercise: 40 minutes on treadmill

1.3 mile run, uphill, total 3 miles

then riding bike easily for 20 minutes

Saturday, August 30, 2014


optical illusion

can’t fit into the
story anymore

but yet it’s

to display on
a single page. 

with what...

this day-to-day.

Friday, August 29, 2014


small town with a huge marquee.
water and sewer superintendent
of the 20th century.  star football
player enters dramatic theatrical
foray: plays lead male in senior play
opposite gramma.  whom he barely
knew.  except with whom he had
(for a variety of unrelated reasons,
reportedly) often found himself red-
faced in argument.  dapper red-face
often contorted into a look of utter
bewilderment.  could skew more at
stupefaction.  for numerous reasons.
but who, gramma, in the play, would
say something (more strict from the
script but, pointing finger, to the tune
of) ‘i’m gonna keep my eyes on you, mister,
even if i have to stare at your face from
across our kitchen table every breakfast-
dinner-supper every gosh-durn day for the
rest of my life.’ seventy or so years later
she meant those words script-free,
all inside her body and especially
way down into her heart, no longer
just in character in some small-town
production.  even  though her 1940s
were now tucked neatly into a dime-
store novel that could only be reached
by beckoning the airwaves.  even he’d
been gona already for a decade.  of
that grand story and its long run
on east main street, sixty years of
no small-town marriage, she’d be
happy to remind anyone who cared
until she repaired her crooked joints
down into the sunken bed beside him.

Wednesday, August 27, 2014


Yes I’m a maniac when I’m touching the earth.
            —Hardwell (from Call Me A Spaceman)

extra shrimp dumplings. 
a little joke, but true.  we
were truly schnookered.
[return carriage]

Tuesday, August 26, 2014


If it were the hour of the bird
you’d open and know
the eternal moment
                        —Orides Fontela
                          (translated by Chris Daniels)

...hoodwinked into eating
at a big red restaurant
full of white people
and waiters & waitresses
who insisted we order
way more than we wanted...

...extra spring rolls (free)
for the tableful of nuns...

...he stops [as always]
to examine the dead
pigeon; reckons it
could be what’s left
of the howling from
the night before...

But what use is the bird?
                        —Orides Fontela
                          (translated by Chris Daniels)

Sunday, August 24, 2014


always and
                        —Orides Fontela
                            (translated by Chris Daniels)

Loyal as the day is long,
he found his way home
wearing nothing but a
pair of Twister® flip-flops.

Saturday, August 23, 2014


bring me your youth in a jar
                         —Kevin Killian

If I were to relate this to myself,
as I sit here next to a bright red
package of 20 hypoallergenic
Wet Ones.

Words...evoke inarticulate things.
                   —Rachel Blau DuPlessis

I’m sort of putting words in her
mouth.  Just by leaving a few out.
So to speak.  Or maybe not.

It learned to hide from the hungry ones.
                                    —Shel Silverstein

Which is more to the point.
So bring me your mouth, youth! 
Bring me all of your words in a jar.

Friday, August 22, 2014


If Dr. Henenberg had been
the Chair of the Poetry Department
(does such a department exist?  I
admit I don't even know.), rather 
than the Chair of the Theater
Department.  Let’s say.  And if I,
the overly-confident and determined
undergraduate junior, had made an
appointment with her, and on that 
appointed hour had then walked 
into her office with the pro-
clamation that my one true goal
above all other goals in my life
was to someday pen a poem that
would someday find its way into a
very important compendium of the
sort that is often touted as a
compendium that houses
several very important works
(of this or that poetic nature), 
well,     I can hear her say to me 
as if it were this precise moment:
        “But young man,
what do you know of Poetry?”
She’d know, of course,
that I had been a chemistry
major for the previous two
years.  “What you’re telling me
certainly isn’t Poetry.  Talk to me
about Poetry.  You must most
certainly know that you are not
reciting for me a Poem.  No.
What you’re telling me now is
nothing but a silly & ultimately
penniless dream.”  And she’d 
bite this part off through
teeth that are clenching the
spindly end of one of the
thin, golden, ear-hugging arms 
of those Ben Franklin specs,
“And it’s not a very 
effective dream,
I might insert.”

Thursday, August 21, 2014


as once I wanted to write for the soaps, Santa Barbara, One Life to Live.
                                                                                    —Kevin Killian
If I were to relate this to myself
it would be easy.  I have two
degrees in theater.  I caught
the acting bug early, but
hemmed and hawed my
way through most of
college (a chemistry
major, mostly), before
one very determined
visit to the head of the
Department of Drama.
My goal was simple
(“If they could do it,
why couldn’t I?I
logically surmised):
I wanted to land a job
as an actor on a daytime
soap opera.  That was it.

Putting aside for the moment
whatever I must have been
thinking, however I must
have arrived at it, I do
distinctly recall the
clarity of vision, the
that is my one true goal. 

She kept trying to see it in me,
I could tell.  She was squinting,
leaning back in her roll-around
chair, looking me up and down
through her tiny circular Benjamin
Franklin lenses. She had friends who
made a living doing exactly that.  My goal. 
So I figured I had come to the right place,
and had expected a cheery vote of confidence
and encouragement. 
What I got, instead, after
all of her apparent consideration,
was a simple “But you don’t look the part.”

I have never once appeared in
any televised soap opera.  But
like I mentioned at the top,
I do have two degrees
in the dramatic arts.

Wednesday, August 20, 2014


Not showing up mostly didn’t show up.
                               —Stephanie Young

Like a kick in the guts.  Or.  No.
Like a bullet to a tongue.  But.  Then.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014


everybody feels vulnerable I think.
                               —Stephanie Young

I’ve been finding it just fine
playing games on my iPhone
while in the shower  for
months now I do this.  Not
every shower.  But most?

Today, therefore and
however, I am mostly
troubled by the fact
that I cannot do the
same with a book.
With a real book.

Monday, August 18, 2014


less willow more buffy sounds
beautiful. i roll over and back to
sleep.  think good thoughts much
as they can be thunk.  (no need
not to.)

nighty night for now.

Sunday, August 17, 2014


How to make sure that seeing
anything is not seeing oneself?
                                   —Etel Adnan

My assignment stayed
extremely busy.  I am
staring into a blowing
electric fan.  As if
face to face in love.

Stuck on repeat,
my assignment
never lazes,
leaves the room,
blown by the
sound of the
howling wind,

which eradicates,
as if face to face,
the love, the
howling, the
echo of the

Saturday, August 16, 2014


forty-seven years ago today
i was supposed to be born.
but instead, i’d already
been around for three
whole days by then.

Friday, August 15, 2014


but you said, didn’t you
say to me, that this was
a moment when i could
start completely anew?
a time i could start
fresh, could liter-
ally reinvent my
self?  and were
we not just
agog with
all of the...

Wednesday, August 13, 2014


 [insert comma here]

            Even activists must freak out sometimes about how little we’ve done.
                                                                                                  —Kevin Killian

I’m not exactly sure how to put this, but
it’s Tuesday morning.  I have no idea
how to say this, but the potpourri really

We arrive on motorcycle, all black &
white.  It’s Easter Sunday.  The aunties
arrive on motorcycle, dressed to the
nines, circa 1959.

The tenants began to grow suspicious
when the scaffolding remained up
for longer than a month.

Monday, August 11, 2014


Word Battle


“You’re such a person!  Such a person!,”
I thought (“You give everyone just the
right imagination to be less than
bland...”).  And then, as if it were
1975 all over again, I
actually attempted to
hang up the phone.